Me
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
I think being undefined means that I'm not trying to live up to a definition. I'm aloud to define myself, not tyring live by discretion. The moment you start to sacrifice honesty to yourself, is the moment you become dishonest! I think you sacrifice your own your inter being when you choose to conform. Being defined is a beautiful thing!
Always remember to tell your loved one's good bye when they walk away. You never know when there will be another time to say I love you. Give every hug that you give with all your heart and soul,because it may be the last wrong or right. Share the love of Jesus everyday and you will never wonder what people will say to you or about you! Take the time to just laugh and spend every wakening moment with those you choose to love; do it everyday and you will never be unsatisfied.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Daddy, why?
You are driven
by the meaningless
and loveless abuse
But you agonize
those you neglect.
Praying for mercy
Unwilling to give it
Praying for love
To busy to understand it
All the trimmings you are entitled to
Hold you back
And keep you
Off track with me
Young
trying to deny the fact
Her own father denies her
She waits besides the phone
On thanksgiving for the birthday call
But no one calls with his voice
But so young
She denies her fathers distance
Old enough to understand
"love" is an abused word
A word has so much value
Yet can be spoken
Without emphasis
Hiding behind your false youth
Living as if I never existed
Some say it is sad
You don't know me
But I have grown up with the step-father
I deserve
At times I can feel my heart fall
Between words
Fall between a steel pulse
Of all you won't say
And all I can't ask.
As a teenage girl you tend to think of the future...
The tears begin to fall
All that is left to say is...
You have one life to live
You weren't there when I needed you
you weren't there when I needed a hug
You were not there when I scrapped my knee
You most likely will not be there when I graduate
I am still young
And searching
For desperation
Which has become the honest recognition
of a false truth.
This is your chance
There is no combination
no key
No question
That will clear up the dust
that has gathered and settled
in between our hearts
It has already been decided
For us, by us
I have all of my pieces intact
I am no longer fragile
I am stronger
No longer in denial
But, now the question still remains
Do you think you deserve to be called "daddy"
On my wedding day?
Do you deserve to walk your daughter, Fallyn
Down the isle?
Fallyn Yancey
Age 14
by the meaningless
and loveless abuse
But you agonize
those you neglect.
Praying for mercy
Unwilling to give it
Praying for love
To busy to understand it
All the trimmings you are entitled to
Hold you back
And keep you
Off track with me
Young
trying to deny the fact
Her own father denies her
She waits besides the phone
On thanksgiving for the birthday call
But no one calls with his voice
But so young
She denies her fathers distance
Old enough to understand
"love" is an abused word
A word has so much value
Yet can be spoken
Without emphasis
Hiding behind your false youth
Living as if I never existed
Some say it is sad
You don't know me
But I have grown up with the step-father
I deserve
At times I can feel my heart fall
Between words
Fall between a steel pulse
Of all you won't say
And all I can't ask.
As a teenage girl you tend to think of the future...
The tears begin to fall
All that is left to say is...
You have one life to live
You weren't there when I needed you
you weren't there when I needed a hug
You were not there when I scrapped my knee
You most likely will not be there when I graduate
I am still young
And searching
For desperation
Which has become the honest recognition
of a false truth.
This is your chance
There is no combination
no key
No question
That will clear up the dust
that has gathered and settled
in between our hearts
It has already been decided
For us, by us
I have all of my pieces intact
I am no longer fragile
I am stronger
No longer in denial
But, now the question still remains
Do you think you deserve to be called "daddy"
On my wedding day?
Do you deserve to walk your daughter, Fallyn
Down the isle?
Fallyn Yancey
Age 14
For class, we looked at the website technorati.com, and read the 'State
of the Blogosphere' report from 2011. It was interesting at first, at first!! It became information it became over freaking load. I don't enjoy looking at graphs
and charts. however, I think I may have
looked at about 100 and I still can't remember what they were
about.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
If you like me, call me.
Is it too much to want to talk to my boyfriend everyday??
Or
Is should I settle on a few times a week and be happy?
Or
Is should I settle on a few times a week and be happy?
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Meet Fallyn!
Hey class, my name is Fallyn! I am a broadcast/PR major. I love sports, especially snowboarding (no matter how bad I may be at it!). This blog is going to give you an intimate view into my life, the characters in it, and where I want to be in my future. I can't wait to take you all on this journey with me!
Fallyn
Fallyn
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